I've had that same fear. I don't know if you're an introvert, but as one myself, I've always wondered if parenting is a little harder on us introverts. The constant noise/chaos really drains me. I would also add though that *no one* was meant to contend with the push and pull that defines modern motherhood in our country. It's just too much, and the problems are structural, not individual. Thanks for your honesty and insight!