I've been feeling this so much lately too. So many deaths I haven't known how to grieve. So many moments of hope and rebirth, but always overshadowed by threats and fear. I'm working on a story right now about a dear friend who just blocked me on all social media channels after announcing that All Lives Matter (among other things). I feel outraged, yes, but mostly so very sad, and I don't know how to make space for that sadness. I'm grieving her and also the loss of our shared humanity. Thank you for your beautifully written reflections.